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Assalam..

okeyh...
tuk makluman semua~
rin da abis DEGREE~
alhamdulillah~
doakan rin, dan kawan2 rin lepas dengan jayanya~
insyaALLAH...tak repeat sekali lagi~
insyaALLAH...amin...amin...ya rabbal alamin~

dan tuk makluman juga..
(ha rase2 nye ape?? kahwin??)
:P hahaha takde la smpi kahwin~ (ade jodoh nnt, kahwin la kite... hikhikhik... T.T.. )

kalo abis degree... for sure la kan...
nak buat apa ek lepas ni???
ade kawan da keje da.... ade kawan nk duk umah... ade kawan nk smbg master/phd/degree bidang lain...
mcm2 kawan da rin tanye, dan mcm2 kawan da jawapan dorg~
then, dorg tanye rin...
'ha, ko lps ni buat ape, rin?'

FIRST of all... mmg rin ade intention nk buat master.... (tapi sikit je kat lubuk hati)
then... rin teringin nak keje...(sbb pempuan, wat pe blaja tinggi2, nnt ke dapur jugak kan??)
pastu, takleyh jadi... penat2 belaja, penat2 da smpi degree, ape salahnye kan smbg master??
so, intention yg BESAR kat lubuk hati rin ialah buat master dan keje~
(duit kene cari tuk bayar ptptn, loan student kan?? nk bli kete lagi... nk bli umah jugak... nk tebus balik duit yg kite gune as anak, adik, tuk family... itu la motif hidup as human, humanity, ape lagi kan???)
insyaALLAH, jika dpt duit dgn jayanya, dpt la tolong sana sini yg memerlukan... (insyaALLAH, dpt keje yg baik...amin)

namun......
pekerjaan apa yg sesuai???
rin dah pergi dah interview, tapi cume sekali jek~
tu pun dah gugup...and HR tu tak suke rin~
T.T so rin dah xmotivated mcm dulu~
sbb takut, tak yakin, yg rin ni boleh ke keje???

tuk mereka yg xkenal rin, rin skang umur 23 thn ni, and insyaALLAH, kelulusan ijazah sarjana muda kejuruteraan kimia, uitm s.alam~
so...basically, mestilah engineer kan? tapi tak sume tau kejuruteraan kimia ni buat apa~
x semua tau~
bile dgn perkataan kimia/chemical.... oh masuk lab/buat kosmetik/n seangkatan...
no.... that is not what chemical engineer do...
just scope tuk keje sgt luas dlm bidang ni... so its big opportunity for us as chemical engineers...
just, we bit of slack of technical work...we do more on theoretical work...
and now, most company enquiries the mechanical and electrical engineers...
good for them... even the oil and gas company wants them....

ngeee.... yup... im not motivated anymore...

bila rin pergi je job fair, and ask them, do we, chemical engineers, have position in this company??
nope....
nope....
nope...

and eventually, the job requirements mostly for boys...
huh.... now, im so disgraceful being engineers~

why.... why i choose this at the first place?? i dont even know~
n just let it as my fate... hummmmmmm

astaghfirullahalazim~
"slap myself"

this is not fate! this is what i choose! and what i already have faith on Allah to guide me as well~
dont ever-ever blame fate... is your choice, you wrote your own fate~

hummmmm maybe im scared being engineers, dont know what im capable of, n no self confidence T.T~

we as muslim, in this situation, we can do solat Hajat, solat Istikharah, and solat sunnah as we already taught~

insyaALLAH, Allah will guide us the true path and ease our journey~

insyaALLAH, Allah will bless us with what we do in our life~

insyaALLAH, we not regret whatever it takes, we must keep on moving and believe in Allah, whatever we gain good or even bad (nauzubillah), we must think positive, there must be hikmah (good sign) to us later on or sooner~ even we dont receive it in dunya, we may receive in akhirat...

insyaALLAH...

insyaALLAH...

amin...amin ya rabbal alamin~

psssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

and

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

:) :) :)

PEACE

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